Mask On or Mask Off
I need to feel part of, yet risks unfold,
For closeness may invite rejection’s sting.
Approval could slip, as if it was bold?
What shame or grief might openness then bring?
How tempting, still, to hide behind the guise,
This “perfect” self that lets me seem so sure.
But here within, where no one’s prying eyes
Can breach my walls, the doubts and fears endure.
In masks and walls I find a haven’s peace,
An armor forged to hold myself as strong—
No pity, judgment; none to seek release,
No wounds unearthed, no rights to painful wrongs.
For all this time, my strength’s been just a face—
Can trust replace these barriers I’ve embraced?
At last, the mask comes off, the walls descend,
My spirit bared, my flaws no longer veiled.
What freedom found, what power to transcend
This armored shell my trembling heart once trailed.
The fear that bound me now dissolves like night,
Replaced by light that others see as true—
A soul unmasked, no longer gripped with fright,
Whose weakness holds a strength I never knew.
For I belong as wholly, purely me,
Untamed by shame, by pride’s elusive chase.
In letting go, I gain the will to be,
To lean and share, to find a softer grace.
Where once I feared, I now see joy unfold—
The gift of self revealed, unmeasured, bold.
Original idea
For today’s prompt, write a nerves poem. As an empath, it sure feels like many (many) people have been a pile of nerves recently (maybe having to do with something that takes place tomorrow, though maybe for other reasons). But a person can write about being nervous or write about the nervous system. And some folks may not even know what it's like to get nervous (lucky dogs), and they can write about that. Let's get nervy today.